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Another Confession

Like my Twitter said, yeah it’s surprisingly fine.

So what’s up with the world?

What? My world? It’s broken, could not avoid that.. *grin*

But it will be okay.

I cried my heart out today. But I will be better tomorrow.

Well, I hope so.

I promise.

And also for the promise I made with someone,

I will pursue my dreams.

I promise.

🙂

Current Situation

Current mood:

Swinging. From up to down, back and forth. Damn you!!

Current Job:

Berharap untuk segera pindah ke Jepang menyusul my beloved Nino… *smirk* 😀

Current health: 

mata berkantung, terancam minus, karena terlalu banyak memelototi layar laptop. Dan oh, karena menangisi hal-hal yang sebenarnya selalu dianggap sepele oleh saya. Dasar cewek :p

Betis berkonde, karena kondisi tempat kerja (entah karena beneran kerja, atau lari2 kecil menghindari bos dari bos yang memang reseh sejak lahir :p)

Kepala cekot-cekot, karena berusaha menyeimbangkan antara hati dan logika.

Hati? tentu saja…sakit… Ouch!

Current Song:

[Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus]

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can’t replace
And now that I’m strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I’ll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It’s okay
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I’ll be the one

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you’re my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don’t throw that away
Cuz I’m here for you
Please don’t walk away and
Please tell me you’ll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I’ll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Current favorite quotation:

I’m not broke, I’m just a broken hearted man… (by The Script)

Current evil wish:

Slap him in the face and shout out loud, “Basta*d!!”

Current stupid action:

Still lookin..and waiting…

Bah! wake up, lady!

Speechless

Stunned.

So many words that I wanna tell you. Yet, I’m frozen to death.

Shirusu omoi wo zenbu kanjiteru

Tsuyoku mune no oku ni

Tsutaetakute nando mo, kaita kotoba dake wa

What’s this? What is this feeling?

Tell me. I shouldn’t feel this way. 

Tell me. It’s not my place to even froze like that. 

Tell me. There’s so many differences and uncertainty.

Tell me. It’s just some kind of kindness. Charity? *shrug

Tell me. It’s just the way to say that I’m not alone.

Never thought I would ever think like that.

Stop. Now. I mean it.

Before it spread everywhere, just like cancer.

Stop. Just stop.

Onegai…

Kamu

Kamu.

Kamu?

Kamu!

Kamu??!!

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Kamu…